Once upon a time, back in my late teens and early 20s, I felt like a beautiful woman. I rarely walked into a room where heads didn't turn. I was hot. Then it seems that I lost that. It seems to have disappeared sometime around the birth of my second child.
Since reaching my 30s, I've rarely been aware of men being interested in me. Those that are, are not men who's interest I want- blech! Mostly fat, bald men approaching 60, or dirty smelly guys in their early 20s. Certainly nobody crush-worthy.
It's all very disappointing, this growing older thing. I feel like I've lost "it". I don't know where "it" went or how I could get "it" back, but it's certainly not here anymore. And I know I used to have "it". If I could only pinpoint when and where I lost it. Hmmmm.
I think what I need is a crush. Preferably a crush on someone who's mutually crushing on me. I need that little heart flutter, I think. Sigh.
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